Please remember me...
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Today I went to my grandmas. It was a lot of fun, I got to see my cousins and I ate the most wonderful food ever. I stuffed myself for like a weeks worth. It was SO yummy. My grandma has a new boyfriend...his name is Chester...I'm serious. I havent met him yet, but she talks about him all the time and I hear that......he....cooks for her...how cute.
John is at Longwood visiting some friends...I got to talk to him for a little bit today, only like 5 minutes total though, I miss him. He is going to try and visit me again soon. YAY! So much fun. I talked to Evo today, I miss him too...poor thing was cleaning up from a party. I wish I could party...
Why are you so far away but I feel like you're so close.
Steph (Boo's Poo)
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: Yellow Card-Miles Apart
"isnt it funny how words, when passed from one mouth to another get conscrewed to where i said something i didnt say? wow, thats just so funny. you call me cussing me out for something that you dont know anything about. haha....when are you going to grow up and get a life and realize that you cant believe every single thing someone tells you about what someone else said? things can get missinterpreted in many diffrent ways. but its whatever. i guess you'll just have to realize that one day, maybe the day it happens to you. oh well."
-that was said by chris...now I just want to add something to that.
This entry is specifically to Chris...
You know Chris, you could never be so correct for once, you can't believe everything people say...but I already knew that first hand from you, so I'm prepared for what I'm being told. So I guess I can say thank you...thank you for opening my eyes into seeing how you are..I forgive you for hurting me because I've grown from it (somewhat...I guess I haven't completely grown cause I'm sitting here bashing you right now, so the anger is still there)...but thank you Chris. And the only thing coming from your mouth to someone else's is your tounge down their throat. And the additional crap you give people every day..but I think we're all used to that by now.
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: I love you, I hate you-3 Days Grace
So, my parents bought Amanda White's old car. It's an Altima. So now my sister has to choose whether she wants the Camery or the Altima and then I get the one she doesnt choose (I guess that's what being the youngest has to deal with). I don't really care which one I want though cause my Civic is a piece of crap...so I'm ok with anything!!!
Current Mood: curious
Today my boys are leaving to go back home. I'm really sad, I wish they could stay like...forever. They are so much fun. Only John and Marcus came so now all the rest of the boys needa come and visit me. So anyway, let me tell you my funny story. Last night around 8:30 me and my sister were on our way to the Y to work out. Well I was driving my car (don't know why) and an ambulance got behind me with its sirens on...I was nervous while I was pullin over and I didn't realize the mushy water I had just gone totally into, so as you can imagine, my car got stuck...well my sister freaked out cause a little mud got on her arm and she called my mom and dad and they were gonna come get us out, well we were just over that bridge on 158 near Harris Teeter, and I didn't want to wait there...so I was like "Holly give me your shoes (I had on nice ones and she didnt so I wanted to keep mine clean) and I'm gonna push us out of here, and she was like "You're crazy but ok" so I got out of the car and got behind it and Holly got behind the wheel. We waited for a few cars to pass and then I started pushing, before Holly had even put on the gas I was pushin the car out of the mud (oh so strong)...I got to this one hard part cause my car would just keep getting stuck in this one part...and my feet were planted to where I wouldnt slip and fall so I was completely stretched out trying to get this car out of the mud...plus I was getting mud all over me, so I finally gave one HUGE push and I got the car out of the mud!! YAY FOR STEPHI!!! So I jumped in the car (muddy and all) and we went back home...my dad called me stupid and my sister goes "I'm glad you're the boyish one of the family..." that was all the thanks I got for saving our butts...but I was proud of myself so I don't care. But yeah that was my big story. Funny huh?
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: nothing...
Poem for you! (No, not you dick)|
I Love The Way
i love the way you held me tight
as we stood in the sand
i love the way we laughed together
and when you'd grab my hand.
i love the way you say hello
and the way you toss your head
i love the way you wear your clothes
and the way your face turns red.
i love it when you smile at me
because you know that i'll smile too
i love it when you sing for me
and you love it when i sing for you.
i love the way you pick up speed
when you see me coming your way
i love the way you make me feel
when i talk to you every day.
i love the way you rock my world
and the way i'm happy again
i love the way my stomach feels
when i anticipate our journey to begin.
Current Mood: crushin!!
Current Music: thunder outside
and the sadness begins|
I just got back from taking Lauren to the airport...I'm sad. It's completely bummed me out. School starts next Monday...holy crap. I need to go up there and get some stuff. And to see where some of my classes are because, yeah I'm a Junior and I don't know where some of my classes are...yuck. My parking space is in the front of the school...a lot of peoples are. School should be fun this year...hopefully, I mean it's school...school's school.
I'm glad you're not talking to me anymore, you bring too much stress...and sorry to break it to you...all the things we had, I don't give a crap anymore...nothing..I feel nothing for you. My memories with you are worthless.
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Dawsons Creek
So Lauren leaves tomorrow morning, I'm really sad! Really really sad. She just finished packing up her things...it's so sad. I love her to death. I had the time of my life, especially at the beach. Lauren and everyone there are so funny. I love them all...and yeah, I LOVE them but I don't love you...OK!? Wow, that was rreeaallllyy mean...sorry. I'm so upset though, I don't want Lauren to leave. She wasn't here long, I remember one time she stayed with us for over a month. It was great. I think the summer after I graduate me, her, and my sister are gonna go live at my lake house and get jobs there. I'm excited about that. Hopefully it will work out though. John and some of his friends are trying to come visit me and my sister this Tuesday. I really hope that works out. I love those kids. They are the best!! Just like my Lauren. We got some cute pics from the beach. Me and Lauren are like sisters man I swear. I love her. But I better be going. We're watching Three's Company. I love it! I love you all!!
Current Mood: devious
Current Music: Three's Company theme song
Well I finally got some sleep last night...kinda. I was reading my book (yeah, I read) and John called, I talked to him for a while. He's crazy. He says that they are gonna come down and visit in a few days, hopefully they stick to what they're sayin. But just like I said, I knew I would come back home and all the drama would come back, I don't even care anymore man, it's stupid. Well I'm gonna go find something to do. Love you bunches!
"You're the only person that's ever given me cold chills on my chin.." haha...people say crazy things when they're messed up.
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Ashlee Simpson
Today I got back from the beach. It was SO much fun. Oh my gosh I had the time of my life! My friend Lauren came with me along with my sister, her friend Andrea, and my parents. It was the best time ever. The weather was great, I got tanner, we met *boys* and hung out with them every night. I made some awesome friends. Gosh I just had the best time ever. It made me feel so carefree, and it helped me get everything that had happened off my mind. The ocean is beautiful at night...the moon lit up the water and it was just gorgeous. We saw dolphins swimming and jumping. Hanging out with the boys was crazy, but SO much fun. I love them to death. Their names are John, Marcus, Evan, Evan, Bobby, and Neal...they are so much fun. My parents were really cool, they let us stay out as late as we wanted pretty much. I didn't want to go home at all. Me, Lauren, my sister, and Andrea stayed even after we had already signed out of our house. We met up with our friends and hung out with them, it was sad leaving them all. They live in Virginia, which isnt too far away, but I didn't want them to leave. They are so much fun, I forgot about all my problems at home when I was at the beach. I just love it! We would walk out on the beach at night and run away from the crabs...haha this one guy was like "Do ya'll have any crabs?" and we were like "What?! No!" then he was like "Do you want any?" hahaha I cracked up. I guess you had to be there though. I just had so much fun. I love the beach, I want to live there, I can become a professional surfer...yeah! I had the time of my life. The beach rocks my world.
Andrika, DaLauren, Holl-aaa, Stephiqua
Finally I'm able to see right through you...and then past you.
To all the boys: The beach was the best!! I love you guys!!!
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Slow Motion
I don't understand why it happened to you...|
Last night I was laughing with you, joking around with you, stealing your bed (I swear we thought you weren't coming home), watching Lord of the Rings with you (I will NEVER watch that movie again.)...telling you goodnight, but you didn't hear me, you were already asleep...This morning you came into the kitchen and said hey to us...we left your place thinking everything was going to be alright..but it wasnt. You went missing, and now you're gone...Why did this happen to you? I don't understand how I can see you one minute, laugh with you, and then know that we won't be seeing each other for a long while. Last night and this morning, you were so...lively..so funny...and now, you're gone. I hope you felt no pain.
-Kevin Winters...You're with God now...I love you and I miss you. It'll never be the same.
If you haven't already heard, Kevin Winters, who graduated this past year, died today in a car accident, please people...do NOT drive fast. Keep yourself safe...Kevin was such a great guy and friend to many...may the joy he spread last forever.
I love you. R.I.P
Why should people have to endure this much pain?
Current Mood: -How could this happen?
Current Music: me and my sister crying together
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